One of those days.

Today is one of those days where I'd like to RUN AWAY from everything, to relax and get something product done. Like for example, some math review that I SO DESPRETELY NEED and can't do because my demon toddler is REFUSING to nap and instead is screaming in her crib. I need a break, I'm sorry. I cannot attend to her every second, I absolutely NEED to study this or I am screwed. I HAVE to get into nursing school for next fall, I absolutely HAVE to and in order to do that I have to study my ASS OFF. Does my daughter understand this? Well of course not, she's 16 months old. But christ, I wish she had a mute button or sleep button, I cannot work under these conditions.

How sad is it that a (almost) 20 year old forgot how to multiply & divide fractions or convert fractions into decimals?? ITS VERY SAD and EXCEEDINGLY pathetic. So you see, in trying to better myself for my personal goals and my family's wellbeing, I absolutely NEED to study this stupid math, because I MUST get a 50 or better in that section on my NLN...I absolutely HAVE TO.

On the bright side, I did get a bunch done this morning, more than usual, so I guess all in all it was okay, but I was trying to do something pretty challenging this afternoon and all shes done is scream. I hate that cry, it annoys the shit out of me. So obnoxious.