I'd like the future now please :)

Wouldn't we all just love to have our futures in our hands today? All the hard college work, tears and frusterations have finally bear fruit and the future is here!! Well... It's not going to happen unfortunately :(

The past few days ive contemplated Certified Professional Midwife vs. Certified Nurse Midwife trying to really figure out which one I'd like to do. I started thinking I could be a CPM and start my hands on training right this second and it excited me! But, I think my original plan of becoming a CNM is the most wise choice.

But often I sit and wonder... Am I smart enough to gain my masters in nursing? And then pass the CNM licensing exam? Can I really do this? Can I even get into the nursing program? I'm really aiming to get into the Fall 2011 start program, but with everything I have to accomplish & acheive the impossible... I'm worried. I've decided I'll apply to four schools, with GBCC being my number one choice. I'll apply to GBCC, NHTI, MCC and LRCC. I'm really going to try to get good marks on my NLN... My advisor says that applicants with scores 90 and up get admitted into the program... I'm barely pulling a 65 in Math and a 55 in Science :(

At the moment I'm taking Algebra II as a PLATO class, hoping to gain some knowlege and get into the required math class, without a pre-req. We'll see. It would make my Fall schedule easier (and cheaper!) and I'd only be on campus two days a week, instead of four. I have until August to retake the accuplacer, though I think I'll first take it in July to see if I need to improve.

The semester ends on Thursday and I'm amazed I've survived, hahaha. My GPA is 3.53 & Im very happy about it. That is a solid GPA!

Another thing I've been worrying about is getting my license... I need it by mid August at the latest. I think I'll pass the written exam, but I wouldn't pass the driving test yet. I need soooo much more practice.

Well that's the latest on my journey :)


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